There are days you have to learn to walk away, times to look the other way and just trust in yourself.
Today was one of those days that went from uncertainty, to major relief , to anger and the feeling of just wanting it over.
We got good news that will allow us to make sure we are covered while I have my surgery. A true blessing right now after months of just wait.... wait longer. It will all be over in a few months and a new chapter in my life will open. What got me angry was a customer deliberately lying in front of my face to my manager, dodging questions asked and screaming in front of me. I swear if we had even better news today she would have gotten a fist in the face. Hew words and tone upset me that much.
Now at home calming down I know what I need pure digital violence feeding my shield to some poor orc. Tomorrow is another day and I'll let it go and reflect on this and just count down my days here and look at the future,
Ya know, if I remember correctly, your surgery is on a Full Moon. Nice time for new beginnings.
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